People do not understand
Posted: Tue Nov 06, 2012 9:24 pm
Today I got a phone call from the friend who is caring for my Koi while my house move happened and the new pond was set up. She has had most of my Koi for a while now and this Thursday I was due to go and get them and bring them home. This morning I get a phone call to tell me my Yamabuki Ogon is dead, this Koi was the first Koi I brought, you may laugh but I got her from Pets at Home for the grand price of £3.95 in April 2001, she was a tiny little thing when I got her but over the years she grew and today she measured 61 cms. Everyone who saw her thought she was stunning and I would smile inside knowing I had Koi in the pond with her that cost me a lot of money but it was always my Butter they picked out. A good friend in the Koi world would always say "I do like that Yamabuki" Butter was my baby girl who I loved so so much, everytime I went to the pond she would be the first to come to me. No she wasn't A grade Japanese but to me she was the most beautiful Koi.
People say it is only a "fish" and it makes me so cross because my Koi are not just "fish" to me. Being disabled my life had become so withdrawn I never went out I didnt see people I had shut myself off from the outside world. Then I became a Koi keeper and my whole world opened up. I met Bob Hart who introduced me to Koi Quest and Gazza and Duncan, I did Duncan's course in Koi Health and I have continued to meet some lovely people to many name but all them becoming good friend's. So you see Koi to me are not just "fish" they are my life without them my life would be very stale. My Yamabuki has been with me through it all and now she has gone, yes I have other Koi and they are important and I love them all but none of them will be my Butter. People just dont understand why it hurts so much.
People say it is only a "fish" and it makes me so cross because my Koi are not just "fish" to me. Being disabled my life had become so withdrawn I never went out I didnt see people I had shut myself off from the outside world. Then I became a Koi keeper and my whole world opened up. I met Bob Hart who introduced me to Koi Quest and Gazza and Duncan, I did Duncan's course in Koi Health and I have continued to meet some lovely people to many name but all them becoming good friend's. So you see Koi to me are not just "fish" they are my life without them my life would be very stale. My Yamabuki has been with me through it all and now she has gone, yes I have other Koi and they are important and I love them all but none of them will be my Butter. People just dont understand why it hurts so much.